Tuesday, July 14, 2009

intimacy with my submissive

a couple of weeks ago my wife got off the pill and she has started with a higher sex drive then i can almost keep up with, last night she bent over and took it so hard from behind, and the night before that she wanted the same thing. I believe its a combination of her sex drive and wanting a baby really bad. I want a baby to so hopefully if we keep this up we will have a baby very soon, and sex is such a stress reliever, i feel so much better after fucking my wife until she cums. On another note i had my physical exam yesterday and the doctor told me i was healthy even though i still need to see a chiropractor for my back. My back is causing nerve problems all over my body and its a little alarming, but its not effecting anything i do, chill i will update when goods happen.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

this is life

sorry about not updating, but life gets ahold of me and certain things are left on the back burner. Lately me and my submissive wife have been pretty relaxed, she has not been misbehaving and i have not had to punish her. She did get a job, but it was not worth the money or the back breaking labor. Im growing up and wanting to have a child, and i hope it happens soon, for the first time in my life i feel like i have a hold on my finances. some financial windfalls have made it possible to pay off credit cards and have extra money. Besides my wife always making me happy i love owning a home, it really makes me feel like i have something to be proud of, and it gives me more confidence to have a child and know i can raise him without having to worry about money. I will post when more news comes up

Monday, June 8, 2009

my life as the HOH

my life as the HOH started last year, at that time my beautiful submissive wife was my fiance. She came to me with the idea and it sparked my curiousity, i have always had a controlling side so it was a good step. It's tough being dominant over my wife because after almost seven years together she was used to doing whatever she wanted. After a year we still have troubles, but its getting better, im researching the role of a good HOH. After our discussion about bringing a little one into this world she seems more submissive, i have to say that this lifestyle is great its a huge turn on to be dominant over my wife and i look forward to learning alot more.